My name is Sarah Hornbeck.
"Photography is my passion. The search for truth is my obsession." -Alfred Steiglitz
They need to sell this at Disneyland.
One of the things that made me stop caring about my weight was realizing that I’m the body type in all the classic paintings.
I planned on using this blog as a journal. Obviously, that hasn’t worked out too well. And I’ve taken so many photos that I hardly need to write anything. I don’t need to write down what I do every single day, because I’m either going to class, doing homework, or sitting at home not doing much of anything. I don’t get out much, I don’t talk much. I live with people that I would consider friends. Don’t get me wrong, I like them and we get along fine, but I don’t really “connect” with anyone. Small talk can only go so far. I am shy and always will be. I’ve always said that it takes a year for me to be completely comfortable around someone. I have 5 months. I wouldn’t be the least bit surprised if I leave without one single true friend. Everyone else will stay in contact with each other; I will disappear. I probably won’t know anyone from England either. I don’t talk to people in my classes except for the people I already know (doesn’t help that the international students were housed away from all the local students). I never thought I had trouble making new friends until now. I can’t get along with girls and I don’t want to make friends with guys because they might take it the wrong way.
I have also realized that I am extremely unhappy at MSU. Not a new realization, just an old one that I chose to ignore because it was easier to ignore than to do something about it. I need to get out. I have found a way to move once I am back in America. Money is my main concern. If I have to take a semester off to get myself where I need to be, then so be it.
Figured it would be cheap to get my ears pierced. Would have been £22. So I did this myself, for £1. There was little pain and no bleeding, so I’d say I did a pretty darn good job.